Doubt and Calling

Doubt and Calling

The Call of God

I remember when I was still a youth, just after getting accepted into Bible college, and just before the first year of study was to begin, I had serious doubts regarding my entering the ministry.

One night I went out during an altar call, asking for agreement in prayer. I expressed my doubts about formalizing my ministry. At this stage – at eighteen years old – ministry was not a new thing for me. I had started out preaching, running small groups and being a part of the worship team since my early teens. I had spent four years going weekly to the hospital to pray for the sick. Made efforts to attend every Bible study, help with Sunday school, volunteered at youth groups.

Church was something I was born to do. Just like Joshua, as a young man, I had my own Moses. An elderly pastor who mentored me, and spent a lot of time teaching me, guiding me, encouraging me towards this moment. However, now that the call was going to be ‘made official’ my feet started going cold.

A third year student came to pray for me, and after hearing my ‘complaint’ gave me the following sage advice – “If you don’t feel ready now for the call of God, you never will be.”

Over the last 15 years these words have stuck with me.

Every time I went through a rough patch, or some self-doubt – or a dark night of the soul as the mystics called it – I would hear these words and push through.

In Numbers 13:8 we are introduced to another young man who would find himself in a similar situation. He is introduced as Hoshea, son of Nun, from the tribe of Ephraim.

His name is ‘Deliverance” or ‘Salvation” but at some point a little later his name gets changed to Joshua (Yehoshua) which much like the name “Yeshua” or English “Jesus” means “God is Salvation”.

His name gets changed to make clear where the salvation comes from. Not from man or any other power, but from God. God is our deliverer. God is our salvation.

In the first chapter of Joshua, we see God speaking to the warrior-prophet.

After the death of Moses, the servant of the Lord, it came to pass that the Lord spoke to Joshua the son of Nun, Moses’ assistant, saying: Moses My servant is dead. Now therefore, arise, go over the Jordan, you and all the people, to the land which I am giving to them – the children of Israel.”

Moses, the Servant of the Lord, had passed away, and his assistant Joshua is called by God, directed to fill the shoes of his predecessor. It is interesting to note in verse 1 that Joshua is refered to as ‘the servant of Moses’, and not the “servant of the Lord” at this stage.

The vision God gives him in this moment is earth-shaking. Too big to comprehend.

God given vision, a God given calling, usually is.

And it is almost certain that Joshua quite possibly doubted in his own ability to set out and accomplish this mission, for God encourages him three times in the first nine verses that he (Joshua) will not be going into this alone, God will be with him.

Jeremiah doubted

Doubt is not a rarity in the Bible. Many of the prophets and leaders God called had doubts about themselves.

Jeremiah for example, finds himself one day hearing the voice of God.

Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying:

Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”

Jeremiah is immediately overcome by self-doubt. He cries back to God, “I cannot do this for I am just a youth”. Not a “young man” – but a “child”.

It is important to note that Josiah, son of Amon, and king of Judah at this time became king at the tender age of eight. Scholars seem to agree that Jeremiah, in the thirteenth year of Josiah’s reign would have been somewhere between the age of 13 and 16.

But God, very reminiscent of Paul’s advice to the young minister Timothy, admonishes him to not look at his age, but to rest in the thought that He will empower him in what is to be done.

Behold, I have put My words in your mouth. See I have this day set you over the nations and oer the kingdoms; to root out and pull down, to destroy and to throw down, to build and to plant.”

Immediately after these words we find a sort of confirmation of the calling and acceptance on the side of Jeremiah as he receives the vision of the almond branch.

Isaiah felt unworthy

Isaiah in chapter 6 of the book of the same name – whose name also interestingly means “God is salvation” – has a vision of the Lord upon His throne. The angels cried out “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God, the Lord of Hosts. The temple was filled with His presence, the very foundations shaking with his holiness. The house was filled with smoke.

Isaiah sees the glory of God and immediately he is despondent. In verse 5 he calls out “woe is me, for I am undone! Because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips; for my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of Hosts.”

The chapter is described as the ‘calling of Isaiah as a prophet’, although it seems that he had already been receiving visions and prophecies before this time. This chapter seems to be more of a confirmation of the call already on his life.

However, the servant of God is still dismayed at seeing the Lord.

When we as human beings are confronted by the glory of God, there is no way that we cannot react the same.

An encounter with God is necessary before Isaiah is ready to receive and move in the direction of his calling. “Behold, this (a live coal from the altar) has touched your lips, your iniquity is taken away, and your sin is purged.”

A part of me wonders if the live coal – the purging – the burning was at all uncomfortable for Isaiah.

I imagine it would be.

I somewhat wonder if he watched the angel coming towards him, holding the tongs with which the coal had been taken up, with fear, awe and wonder.

I’m sure I would have.

Sometimes the calling is uncomfortable. Sometimes the things we need to go through to discover our purpose is uncomfortable. Perhaps even painful.

Yet, after this encounter we find Isaiah is weighed worthy, feels worthy enough to respond to the call, “Here I am, send me”.

Moses outright argued

Since we are looking at Joshua, we also have to pause and reflect on Moses. His name is mentioned 10 times in Joshua chapter 1 alone.

In Exodus 3 we find a younger Moses tending to his father-in-law, Jethro’s sheep, after having killed an Egyptian and fleeing to Midian.

He led the flock to Mt. Horeb, and here he has a startling, life changing encounter with God.

A bush bursts into flame as the Angel of the Lord appears to him, and Moses gets called near. God explains that he has heard the groaning of His children, that He has taken note of the oppression taking place under the iron fisted rule of the Egyptians, and that Moses will be His instrument in bringing the Israelites out of bondage and into the Promised Land.

Immediately though Moses questions this call.

In Exodus 3:11: he says to God, “but who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and that I should bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?”

God, who am I that you could trust me with this duty? Who am I?

Isn’t this the most common response? I am not good enough! That’s what Moses is saying. I am unworthy.

I must admit that I have always preferred the preacher who doubts in himself, but trusts in God and grows in boldness over time, than those who arrogantly and ignorantly climb onto the pulpit. The Word of God is holy and should be approached with respect, with awe and reverent fear. His work should be done diligently. It is with great ardour that we study to show ourselves approved, seeking not material gain, fame or social standing, but that souls may be saved through the grace of God.

We see this in the prophets mentioned above – even in Moses. The Law-Giver, the one one who led his people out of Egypt, the same Moses through whom God parted the Red Sea – this great and almost legendary figure so highly regarded by history – his first question to God, his first argument against his calling is: Who am I? I am not good enough.

And perhaps this is where you find yourself right now. You feel the stirring of the Spirit within you. You feel the flames of passion pushing you in a certain direction. You feel the tingling of a God given purpose. You know you are called to make a difference, but somehow you argue that it cannot possibly be, because of qualifications, insecurities, fears and anxieties – but God does not call the qualified – I know it’s a cliche, but bear with me – God qualifies the called.

So God speaks to Moses, and tells him that the calling will be confirmed through signs and wonders – Moses just has to trust in the plans and purposes of God.

Still, Moses is unsure. This continues for quite a while – Moses arguing with God.

What if they don’t believe me? I can’t just go to them and say ‘the God of your fathers sent me’ – surely they will ask me what Your name is? What shall I say?”

But God keeps answering. “I AM WHO I AM.”

Still Moses keeps arguing, going so far as to say, “I’ve never been very eloquent, people won’t listen to me.” and the final one, out right denying the call of God, the epitome of self-doubt – “God, please send someone else.”

God has called each of us for a purpose, for a reason – and for some it is easier to say, “God, please send someone else.”

However, in the fourth chapter of Exodus, God assures him once more that He will be with Moses, that he will supply the resources necessary – in fact – Moses already has all the resources he needs.

The rest is history.

HIS story.

God wants to use us to tell His story, to write history.

Jesus is calling. You are called to be a minister of the Gospel. We all are. That’s the beauty of the Cross – the Blood calls to the East, to the West, to the South and to North. The blood of Jesus calls us near, to become a part of this family. To become a part of this royal priesthood. To leave our chains, to come out of our graves, to turn our back on the darkness that enveloped us before, and proclaim the goodness of Him who called us.

Moses argues that he is not eloquent enough to lead the people out. God instructs him to use Aaron as his mouthpiece (Exodus 4:16).

Exodus 4:16 – 17: “So he (Aaron) shall be your spokesman to the people. And he himself shall be as a mouth for you, and you shall be to him as God. And you shall take this rod in your hand, with which you shall do the signs.”

YOU SHALL BE TO HIM AS GOD”.

We are called to be imitators of Christ, to be a reflection of God. We were created in His image, after all, and even though that image might have been tarnished by sin and carnality, it has been restored through the reconciliation found in the Blood of Jesus.

You are called to be as God to those around you. The Kingdom should not just be something you belong to, but a lifestyle. God is not just an object of worship – He is living and active in our lives.

He has called you. And He will provide the opportunities and resources you need to fulfill the words of The Our Father.

Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.”

May the same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead, be living and active in you, around you and most importantly through you.

The Baptism – Your Key to the Kingdom

The Baptism – Your Key to the Kingdom

In Matthew 3 we read that Jesus went from town to town and preached in their synagogues, sharing the gospel of the Kingdom of God. The word used in the Greek for ‘kingdom’ is ‘basileia’ which translates as ‘authority’ or ‘the power to rule’. The Kingdom of God is thus the ‘reign’ of God. He wants to rule – not over you – but in you and through you. He wants to set up His throne within your heart and utilize you in the expansion of His Kingdom.

John 3:1-5 (KJV)

1There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: 2The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him. 3Jesus answered and said unto him, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. ” 4Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mothers womb, and be born? 5Jesus answered, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

Here we see Nicodemus, a teacher and a ruler of the Jews – a man of high esteem – coming to Jesus. The first thing he does is enquire about these miracles that Jesus had been doing (v.2). Jesus immediately jumps to saying: “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. “

This seems to be quite a leap – from miracles to suddenly speaking about the kingdom of God. At first glance Jesus’ answer almost seems out of place – that is until we go deeper.

Jesus says: “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the (basileia) of God. “

Unless a man is born again he will not see the reign of God over him, in him and through him. Until he is born again man will never be restored to God’s divine purpose.

Jeremiah 29:11 says the following:

11For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

God has always had a plan. In John 1:1: we read about the Word of God which was with Him in the beginning, and was God.

The word ‘logos’ doesn’t simply mean ‘word’ but also translates as ‘a thought or intention.’

That verse could very well read as follows: “In the beginning was the intention, and the intention was with God, and the intention was God…”

The implications are huge – we have been created by God for a purpose fabricated by God and that purpose is serving God and allowing His kingdom to come and overwhelm our own little empires.

In Jeremiah the Lord promises that He has plans for us – thoughts of peace, or ‘shalowm’ which indicates prosperity, so that we may have an expected end – which according to the ancient Hebrew version of the text should read: an expectation, a hopeful and prosperous future.

This hopeful and prosperous can only be yours if you are a citizen of the Kingdom of God – for it is in the Kingdom of God that all can cry out: The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. It is as citizens of the Kingdom of God that our cups runneth over.

In the Kingdom of God there is no want, there is no need – because we are connected, firmly rooted in the River of Life, the source of all creation through which the universe came into being and in which the universe consists.

The question now though is how do we become citizens of the Kingdom of God?

Jesus says, ‘verily, I say unto you, that if a man is not born again he will not see the Kingdom of God.’

The answer is: we need to be born again in water and in spirit.

This is achieved through the Baptism. Through Baptism the old man of sin is buried, we die with Christ but are resurrected with Him – the old man is buried and the new emerges from the water as a citizen of the Kingdom of God. All our sin, all our shame is washed away, we are washed clean and stand naked before God – completely bare, stripped of all our fakery, of all our lies and pretensions. We stand before God and He forgives us. We get out of the Baptismal waters clothed in the righteousness of Christ. To be baptized is to die to sin and associate yourself completely with the death and resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ.

We realize that the key to the Kingdom – through which we unlock the reign of God within us all, is obedience. To do as He did and walk as He walked. To follow His example, the example He lay down for us.

The baptism is a leap of faith, it is that first step we all need to take. It is a reaction to His great work on the cross through which we associate ourselves with Him wholly and completely.

This key to the Kingdom allows us to give over completely to His will, to the purpose He has for each and everyone of us – so that we might be more than just another face in the crowd, but rather, and ambassador for the Kingdom of the Lord, an emissary of light amidst the overwhelming darkness of the world.

Take that step…

I close with the following thought:

John 3:5

5Jesus answered, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

Giving and the Harvest

Giving and the Harvest

Jesus said the following in Matthew 9:

37Then He said to His disciples, “The harvest truly is plentiful, but the laborers are few. 38Therefore pray the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into His harvest.”

Reinhardt Bonke said the following – the day of reaping with a sickle is past. The time for the combine harvester has come.

He also said: an unpreached Gospel is no Gospel at all.

A combine harvester is an extremely versatile and dynamic machine for bringing in the harvest – but even with a well qualified driver it cannot move without fuel. In the end the person who fills the tank plays just as big a role in gathering the harvest and seeing the fruits of the labour. You can have a very dynamic church and a well qualified preacher – but without the person who fills the tank – without our contributions to the mission – the lights will go out and the doors will close. Our contributions are what keep the church running.

Every single person in the body of Christ is important – plays a role in it functioning as a vehicle for salvation.

Through faithful use of our resources – time, money, skills, etc – the gifts bestowed upon us by the grace of God, each according to our special and unique capacity – we will see increase.

On that day on which we are to give account of our lives – when we are to prove our stewardship over the many mercies God entrusted us with, those who exerted themselves dutifully will receive their reward while those who left their gifts unused will be deprived of what they were entrusted with.

On that day on which we are to give account of our live we are not going to be asked what we preached, but rather what we did.

Giving to the poor, supporting the gospel and sowing into the Kingdom is trading with what we have – and the returns will be rich.

Those who have heard and are stubborn and uncharitable will find their riches are empty and perish – eaten away by moth and age.

Another principle at work in my life is this: we keep what we have by giving it away.

If we hold on to that ‘thing’ – that finite and perishable ‘thing’ – it will be all we have.

However, as we fill the cups of those around us in faith and faithfulness to God, we will see Him fill our cups every time.

How can God fill a cup that is full? Will the water not stagnate if it does not move?

What is most important, above all, is that the things that are important to God must be the most important to us.

Beyond our desire for a full cup – a full and prosperous life – must be the desire to please God.

For our hearts to break at the sight of that which breaks His heart.

A church that does not seek the lost is lost itself.

My hope and prayer is that God will speak to you to give – to fill the cups of those around you – so that you may become a living testimony of the grace of God.

That you will see increase in your storehouse. That God will prove Himself faithful to you and that the Gospel will continue to be preached and reach the lost.

May His Kingdom come, and His will be done in us, through us and around us.

In Jesus name.

Amen.

Hands and Feet

Hands and Feet

I remember years ago, as a volunteer in Hillbrow doing urban missions, I sat at a soup kitchen listening to testimonies from the local homeless population.

An older man got up and went to the front. The room fell silent as he started sharing. “I have never seen God give me bread or shelter…” He started. And I felt my heart jump. I thought to myself – this is not a testimony.

But the older man continued.

“But I have seen His children acting as his hands and feet to provide to our needs.”

Over the years this statement has stuck with me. This idea has shaped my ministry over the last 12 years. It is as Richard Rohr so beautifully puts it. Presence over preaching…

Peter shares the same kind of thought with us in his first epistle. In 1 Peter 2:9: he tells us that we are a royal priesthood, a chosen generation – a peculiar people – called out of darkness with the purpose of proclaiming his goodness to those who have not yet seen his love.

I like how the older translations put it – to shew forth the praises of Him who called us out of darkness. Not just to talk about it – but to practically demonstrate the Kingdom – to be ambassadors rather than citizens.

The old homeless man had a point. God uses us to facilitate His miracles. God uses us to provide and see to the needs of those who need Him. God uses us to care for the poor and disenfranchised. He uses us to bring about change. Gd works in us, He gives through us – and if He is present in our hearts, we will see His Kingdom present itself around us.

As believers and children of the Most High God, followers of the teachings of Christ we realize that we have a mission. This mission is given to us in Matthew 28 – in verse 16 the 11 disciples (sans Judas) go to the mountain in Galilee where Jesus had instructed them to go.

Here Jesus tells them the following: All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

Jesus gives us the great commission – this role is assigned to us as a body – the authority of Christ, and therefore also the responsibility that comes with it – is delegated to us.

We are to make disciples as Jesus had done.

I love the Gospel According to Mark. In the book of Mark Jesus is described as a man of action – He didn’t just preach – but came as a revolutionary. Shifting paradigms, shaking our way of thinking and showing us the way forward. We cannot simply tell the hungry man to find Christ. A roaring belly is not always open to the Gospel – we need to feed him. The naked man needs to be clothed lest he be distracted by the cold, unable to hear the good news being shared.

We need to actually do. Not just talk the talk, but actually walk as Jesus instructed us to. As Christ Himself demonstrated.

When His disciples wanted to send the crowds home to go and eat, saying: “We cannot feed them…”, Jesus rebuked them and multiplied what was there.

But God used a little boy and his lunchbox to do this.

Just like Moses was instructed to use the staff he had in his hand to demonstrate God’s power – just like David picked up 5 stones – God uses what we have at hand to change the world.

And as we give – as we pour out the oil – it is multiplied. As we fill the cups of others, our cup will be filled.

Giving as Worship

Giving as Worship

In Matthew 25:35-40: Jesus describes, in parable, the corporal works of mercy.

35For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’

37“Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’

40“The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’”

We are called to feed the hungry, to give drink to the thirsty and to clothe the naked. We are called and encouraged to shelter the homeless and visit the prisoner. We are to comfort the sick and father the orphan. We are to love without condition and be a friend to the friendless.

Jesus calls us to be His hands and feet.

We are to see to the needs of those around us – regardless of who they are or where they come from.

Jesus has called us all. We are all called to care for the community.

The early church – as described in the book of Acts – gave everything to the cause of Christ. All of their possessions were shared.

I am not suggesting that we live in the same way – what I am encouraging you to do is think a little bit beyond our own materialism.

The fact of the matter is, God has blessed us with certain skills, talents and resources. Therefore giving is not only an act of obedience but also worship.

Through giving – whether it is our time or money – or whatever it is we can offer – we are contributing to the great commission.

Sowing into ministry is a way of contributing to the cause of Christ.

I once heard a minister describing the first act of worship. He said that when God breathed into Adam and Adam exhaled it was worship – it was a physical reaction to what God had done.

This is what worship is – a reaction to the goodness and grace of God.

But this reaction cannot be purely spiritual.

We worship in spirit and truth – and if the truth is present within us and the Spirit moves through us it will always have tangible results.

Paul admonishes us in Ephesians 5 to be imitators of Christ as beloved children – to live a life of love just as Christ has loved us and offered Himself as a fragrant sacrifice for our sake.

He also makes it clear in his second letter to the Corinthians that Jesus became poor for our sake so that through His poverty we might become rich.

It is in reaction to this great love that Christ showed us – this love that laid down His life for us – that we worship and lay down our own ambitions for the sake of the Cross.

God, through His grace, has provided to our needs – and enables us to give to His Kingdom. Paul describes this in 2 Corinthians 9. From verse 10 we read:

10 Now he who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will also supply and increase your store of seed and will enlarge the harvest of your righteousness. 11 You will be enriched in every way so that you can be generous on every occasion, and through us your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.

12 This service that you perform is not only supplying the needs of the Lord’s people but is also overflowing in many expressions of thanks to God. 13 Because of the service by which you have proved yourselves, others will praise God for the obedience that accompanies your confession of the gospel of Christ, and for your generosity in sharing with them and with everyone else. 14 And in their prayers for you their hearts will go out to you, because of the surpassing grace God has given you.

Paul makes an interesting point – your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.

He reiterates this idea in the following verses: OTHERS will praise God for the obedience that ACCOMPANIES your confession of the Gospel of Christ.

Giving is faith in practice.

James, in the epistle that bears his name, teaches us that faith without action is dead.

If we believe that God is who He says He is – our provider, our shepherd – the one who cares for us – than we can be pro-active in our giving instead of reactive. We can give and see to the needs of others without fear because we know that God is faithful and will supply and increase our store of seed (as Paul describes in 2 Cor 9:10).

The Bible also teaches us in the book of Proverbs that whosoever gives to the poor lends to the Lord – and I don’t know anyone I would rather lend to – as God is always faithful in settling His debts.

We pray: “Your Kingdom come, Your will be done…” but it has to be more than just a prayer – it has to lead to action.

What are we doing to facilitate the coming of His Kingdom?

We need to proclaim and show forth the praises of God. We need to proclaim His mercy.

Giving is a work of mercy through us. It is mercy at work in us.

Gratitude

Gratitude

The American essayist and poet, Ralph Waldo Emerson, once gave the following advice: “Cultivate the habit of being grateful for every good thing that comes to you, and to give thanks continuously. And because all things have contributed to your advancement, you should include all things in your gratitude.”

In Psalm 23 David makes it clear that even though we may walk through the valley of the shadow of death we need not fear – in all our trials and tribulations Jesus remains our friend.

In the valley low, and on the mountain top – through oceans deep and rivers wide – God remains faithful. He is God in the good times and in the bad times.

Romans 5:1-5: teaches us that even in the storm God is faithful. He is always busy molding us, shaping us – in every situation He is with us. In the good times and the bad times He is faithful, and therefore in both the good times and the bad times we can praise Him for His goodness and His love.

The fact of the matter is that some days are better than others, but every day can be the best of your life when you adopt an attitude of gratitude.

As Christians we realize that through the Spirit of Adoption we have become sons and daughters of the Most High God. We are no longer enslaved by the bondage of fear and sin – but crying ‘Abba Father’. We are justified by faith and at peace with God through Christ. Through Jesus, also, we have access, by faith, to His grace – the marvelous, amazing Grace of God in which we stand, alive and rejoicing, in the hope of glory of God.

We are blessed and highly favored. We are more than conquerors in Christ Jesus. He is our deliverer. He is our healer. He is the provider.

In Psalm 103 David declares aloud: Bless the Lord, O my soul.

The word used for soul is the Hebrew ‘nephesh’ which does not just refer to our conventional understanding of a ‘soul’ as some sort of component of being, but rather a word that encapsulates all of his life – consciousness and the whole of life itself.

He is, in essence, saying: Let others praise you with their tongues – with their words – but as for me… Everything I am, all of me will honour you. All that is withing me – physically, emotionally and intellectually – will praise you, glorify you, magnify, bless and exalt you Lord.

In verse 2 David repeats this phrase. Bless the Lord, O my soul!

As a guitarist I have to often tune my instrument before playing. The tuning peg needs to be turned until it in tune. Often it has to be turned more than once.

David repeats this phrase on purpose. Deliberately and with good reason. It is not vain repetition – how can it be when your pen is guided by the Spirit of God?

David is thirsty. He is hungry. He is seeking the face of God – ardently and in all earnestness. With the repetition of these words he is stirring up a chorus within himself – a chorus in which all his faculties, emotions and capacities are joined in harmonious rapture.

The prince of preachers, Charles Spurgeon, notes the following in his beautiful exposition of this psalm: These first verses are a tuning of the harp, a screwing up of the loosened strings, that not one note may fail in the sacred harmony.

David’s repetition is deliberate – for emphasis. Our praise must never be half-hearted. Our thanksgiving must always be intentional. Although our praise is often spontaneous and emotional, it must also be intentional, and to a degree rational.

Psalm 103:2 encourages us to not forget His benefits. More than wealth or prosperity, God gives His children TRUE benefits.

The theologian, VanGemeren said: Praise is the response of awe for God, while reflecting on what the Lord has done for the people of God – throughout the history of redemption, for creation at large, for the community and for oneself.

If praise is a response to the awe of God, and David is calling his whole soul – all he is – to bless the Lord, it means that our thanksgiving is never just in word but also in deed. Our praise and thanksgiving becomes something tangible.

As author Amy Leigh Mercree said: Thanksgiving is a joyous invitation to shower the world with love and gratitude.

The vanGemeren quote expresses this as well – our praise is not just about what God has done for the individual, but extends outwards.

And as David is led in writing the Psalm, his invitation to praise, starting with himself – the stirring up of his heart and soul – extends outwards to eventually include all of creation. All the earth and even the host of heaven is invited to bless the Lord.

All of creation. All of Heaven and Earth is invited to take their place in the sacred symphony of praise.

In Psalm 103:6 we see that God’s heart beats for the oppressed, the poor – the broken, lost and in need. God’s heart beats for the sinner, outcast and orphan. From reading the Gospels and about the Apostles, we see how God wants to use us as His hands and feet. We are to advocate for and actively pursue and effect justice for the oppressed, the weak and weary, the burdened.and heavy laden – we are called to make a difference. As the light of God’s love becomes alive in us we are to become a light – a beacon of hope – for those still in darkness.

The Psalms often make mention of an offering of thanks, or a sacrifice of thanksgiving. This was always a physical offering. I would argue that all our offerings, all of our praise and thanksgiving, are to be expressed physically.

We have so much to be grateful for today. He has saved us from death itself.He has paid for our healing and restoration. He gives us joy and peace – the kind that surpasses understanding. His grace carries us. His love enfolds us. His goodness and mercy follows us. He is our Shepherd and we shall not want. He is the Good Father who cares for His children. If His eye is on the Sparrow, surely He watches over you and me as well.

Let us stir up our souls to worship God today – in Spirit and in Truth. Let us call ourselves to worship and bless the Lord with more than just words.

This is the invitation.

Someone out there needs Jesus today.

This is the invitation, an invitation to shower the world with love and gratitude.

An invitation to bless the Lord by doing something.

To bring a physical, tangible offering to the Lord, as a living sacrifice to Him (Romans 12:1-2).

What is your sacrifice of praise today?